Archive for December, 2009
trusting myself
Thursday, December 31st, 2009reblogged from Pink Dinosaurs:
I may have jumped too quickly with this relationship…
got caught up in the excitement, the flowers, having someone treat me amazingly and truly show interest in the first time in a long time…
but now my heart is listening to my head, and I need to step back.
So I ended the official relationship.
I’m [...]
2009: What a year.
Wednesday, December 30th, 2009When trying to reflect on this past year and all that has happened, it’s hard to believe that it’s only been one year. That so much was packed into just 12 months. There’s been so much that I’m hoping that as I try to highlight some of the things that happened this year I won’t [...]
and the loser is…
Monday, December 28th, 2009If you’re in the 20SB community, you know what time of year it is. It’s voting time for the Bootleg Blogger Awards.
I’m torn when it comes to voting things such as this. As someone who loves to support her friends (such as voting for Mucca Pazza in the Chicago Music Awards), there are some awards [...]
and then I got flowers…
Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009So… okay. I briefly mentioned that there was “someone new” in my life… and yes, this is a new boy.
I kept seeing this guy pop up in the list of guys who viewed my profile, and well, yeah, I kept checking his out too. He’s definitely cute. I kept hoping he’d send me a message, [...]
picking up the pieces
Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009Yesterday I wrote about how I’m falling apart this holiday season. However, I don’t want people to worry that I’m heading back down that path I was on last year. Unlike Humpty, I can be put back together again.
There are a few small things I’m doing to keep myself together and to not let small [...]
falling apart. slowly.
Monday, December 21st, 2009I can’t tell if it’s the disrupted sleep, the holiday shoppers, the constantly on my feet thing, the pain in my back and neck and arms and ankles, the cold that finally hit that’s leaving me mildly stuffed up, or…. … all of the above. But I’m falling apart.
It’s not an overwhelming breakdown. It’s just [...]
these holidays just might kill me.
Thursday, December 17th, 2009As you know I have this super awesome job in a local Toy Store. It’s OMG TOYS every day. However, then you fill it with customers.
To quote Randal Graves, “This job would be great if it wasn’t for the fucking customers.”
Okay, so that’s a bit much. But seriously. We get some people in there that [...]
clarification.
Sunday, December 13th, 2009There were some things I didn’t say on the phone, because at the time I thought it wasn’t worth it… but have since changed my mind.
I saw us as more than friends, thus “seeing each other”… and as we were also both seeing other people too, “open relationship” was really all that I could see [...]
It’s … complicated. (handling open relationships)
Friday, December 11th, 2009So I’ve got to say, I don’t think I ever thought I’d find myself in a dating situation like this. I’m seeing a couple guys, two of which I like well enough and have continued seeing for a while now. I really like these guys; they make me really happy. Yet I still seeing both [...]
balls. get some.
Thursday, December 10th, 2009Yes, I meant that in every way you’re thinking of right now. In a continuation of my Wench’s Guide to Relationships (or lackthereof), I figured it was appropriate to talk about balls and getting them.
I don’t know where it came from, but at some point, probably after high school, I let go a little and [...]















